I know I am blessed for what I have, but gaaaah, I wish I had less stress.
Looking for place to live (and most of places in Prague look like revenge of lower classes). Also... silly as it sounds... as much as I love Prague... I am bit afraid of her... she is intense and it will be interesting to live with all the history. And people.
Job hunting. I need self-confidence ASAP. ANd please please, I will be happy with a job of receptionist in some small cosy hotel. No need to save world for now (I would save people from tourist traps). Since I failed hypocricy 101, I have hard time pretending I wanna do most of the jobs.... and i cannot write "make up costs money" in CV.
Okay, enough joking... I am feeling desperate... and worthless.
And meanwhile I sit home, in small village, with cats and mom and it's driving me bit cray-cray. I used to love this place when grandparents were alive... but now it's so... empty. Strange. We so should get rid/sell some old stuff... but neither me or my mom want to dig through past.
whine, moan, whine, very white whine.
__________________
Glory to heroes!
HATEFREE CULTURE
|