i think the main reason i am SI is because of my body image. there's no doubt i'm overweight. i hate it. i've tried to diet but i can't because i feel bad because i'm fat so i eat more to comfort myself and i don't want to be bulimic, so i guess i just turned to SI. i hate my body and i constantly feel self conscious and that everyone's laughing at me secretly because everyone else in my year is super thin and absolutely gorgeous. i deleted my facebook because i was torturing myself every day by looking at all these pictures of girls in my year wearing bikinis when i know i will never be able to wear one. it hasnt stopped me from SI, and i don't know what to do or how to feel better and i just hate it