I hate job hunting. It's not any fun at all.

I can imagine it would be scary to live in a big city alone. I don't know Praug since I've never been there, but I know it's a big city. I think it would be scary to be alone in any big city. Paris, New York, London.... just how I think, though. So, that seems normal to be nervous about it.

I think you'll find a job. Like you said, a job for now to buy make up and pay bills. Just keep trying everywhere. Eventually you'll find someone who decides to hire the interesting person sitting across from them.