Wow. I'm done meeting with a consultant, and I realize how tired I am. I don't want to do anything else. This new position has taken over my life. At least my boss helped me prioritize yesterday (of course the consultant disagreed, but she can lump it).

I really wanted to see T today. I really wanted help today. However, she rarely cancels, she is sick, and her head would not be in the game anyway. I'm not assuming the worst and that is progress for me. I'm just tired of holding my head high and my heart not following.

I have a webinar, a bunch of paperwork, and a group home visit tomorrow. Then I go on call at 5 pm, H is working all weekend, I have to make a home visit Sunday, then I'm meeting the psychologist at the home. I go off call 8 am Monday morning, then a day off.

I'm sorry this is so long since I don't visit the couch much. Happy day.

ETA: everything happens for a reason.