So I'm back self harming after not harming since November,
I've self harmed twice in the last few days, I've drunk every day apart from yesterday and Sunday which drinking started last weds, but I do like odd glass any way!!
Monday night if I held hd enough pills I prob would of tried tHe over dose,
I really want to feel that feeling tonight, and I'm fighting it.
That's the only reason I am posting is to distract myself.
I need to sleep before this gets to much, I need all my emotions to stop, and the thinking.