I was at one time about 120 pounds overweight. I eventually lost all that. I did gain about 20 pounds back, and I can already feel the strain on my back. I'm really embarrassed and depressed about it, and I just know that everyone is gawking at me and thinking, "Wow, she's getting fat again." I'm so embarrassed and depressed that I just want to hide inside and stuff my face, and gain more weight (yeah, that'll show 'em).
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