Sorry if there are lots of threads about this :/

I've been seeing T for 3 years this summer; she's helped me through my darkest times.

I'm due to have fertility treatment soon and facing us to that has bought up a lot more rubbish from childhood.

Suddenly, me and my T have hit resistance at a time where I can feel myself going down the rabbit hole. I just can't speak to her. Part of me feels she shouldn't have to deal with me in her 70's anymore to.

Last week we ended super early, she asked me to rearrange a session (which is fine) and she mentioned how helpless people can feel when people have infertility issues. I feel like I'm a burden to her now, but she is my only rock. She got really angry with me 2 weeks ago and apologised last week. I hate making her angry, it isn't fair on her.

I just wondered why there is suddenly resistance