Dear t,
Your question about if I considered cancelling my session left me feeling useless and abandoned. I felt like you were suggesting I should have cancelled. And maybe you're right... what's the point of all this talk anyway? In that one session I feel like I lost an entire year's worth of progress. You made me feel small. I think I should just stop this whole charade. Why bother? Nothing is ever going to change. I couldn't find the words yesterday to tell you how much I am hurting right now. How bad it really is... and you left me hanging with another "I am not going to do it for you" statement. Am I really that good at disguising the pain? I thought by now you'd recognize that, but I guess not. I really am all alone.