what do you do?
when your words are oh so few
what do you do?
when you need to talk
what do you do?
when your voice is dead
what do you do?
when you hunger for love
what do you do?
when you feel all alone
what do you do?
when your body is saying NO
what do you do?
when your mind is in pain
what do you do?
when you feel unworthy
what do you do?
when you need your friends
what do you do?
when you're just NUMB

longing for my friends
but lost my words
lost myself

I want to "live"... but I can't. Life is to hard on me... I'm beaten... struck to the ground.
I want your love... but I don't know how to receive it. I can't give you anything back. I want to... oh yes I do! But I'm "dead"... living dead.