...like finding a new direction huh?

and I'm not interested in being somethin' I am not!

You lost hope in it, but you sure do want to feel relief and be better!

and I'm not even something I thought I wasn't?

But you can be something that you thought you could never be!

it kinda doesn't seem to matter what I do I am impervious to medical intervention!

Honestly, how open are you to being put on meds. You are on an A.P. only. Have you let them try a mood stabalizer as well? Lamictal has little to no side effects for me and it won't destroy my thyroid! it works wonders on emotions too.

despite being such a mess.