Thank you Lola- it is affirming to hear that. I think that because I am the one who struggles with my mental health the power shifts to my husband. My ultimate hope is that when I am stronger internally, I can do something more to better my situation on the homefront. Of course, this seems very abstract and daunting, especially during these times. Do I fix the mess in my life or the mess in my head? At this point, I want to fix the mess in my head but it is hard when there is friction between the two worlds. A kind word from him, while certainly wouldn't fix things, would do far less damage than the silence.