....not real sure i know how to?

I will be 42 this year...like an old dude!

I say old because with bipolar it's twice as long and maybe a little more

...and right now I am in between worlds

when my memory works I remember two things...

and it's all so very personal...

like it's all happening to me anyway!

so there must be someone else in here too...

turning my violent emotions into parody