...I don't know how to talk I speak after I panic I go quiet

but I said things I misunderstand!

inside my head I run in circles while everybody waits for a response I go silent.

...I'm comparing my thoughts to something freaking way out there beyond my reach I scream and still it's quiet!

outside it's quiet

I'm not just a person I'm an audience of my life dis-satisfied?

likely...

overwhelmed I talk too much