Im having a delusional or OCD intrusive thought about being at my brothers wedding and him publicly humiliating me and telling personal things i have talked to all parties involved while my brother wouldn't admit it because he would fear retaliation my mother father and grandmother seem to say im crazy but im sure i heard people mention things about it,but this was 4yrs ago and i cant let go of publicly being humiliated at this point my psy docs says she thinks it delusional disorder and while another psy doc i saw say she thinks a bad form of ocd like pure o,but i didn't respond well to risperdal,effexor,paxil,zoloft i felt good for a week but i got worse, i tried abilfy i was allergic im freshly on luvox and cymbalta for months and luvox for 3 days.

im not sure why i cant regain some sort of normalcy even if it is delusions or real i cant stop thinking about it i just want to function.