i looked it up on dictionary.com (best friend, haha) and it says that "further" is more acceptable in most cases but right, digression and all that...

i have thankfully accomplished many of the goals i have set recently. failed a lot too, but that's irrelevant.

uh....well, i succeeded in enrolling in therapy again, and succeeded in being able to put back a large chunk for savings, and succeeded in paying off my student loan, and succeeded in starting up a crochet group through my church, and we've even got enough that i let my husband buy a brand new Halo 4 x-box 360 because our old one that he's had for years ATE MY SKYRIM!! raaaaaaaaaaaah........

after that, though, my goals are, in no particular order...

~ to move to a bigger house - currently in a 2br, needing a 3br so the kids have their own rooms, since little one is living in the dining room xD

~ get my windshield on my car fixed - is shattered on the passenger side from a fallen tree last May and insurance companies probably won't be too happy about that

~ set up the kids with nurseries since we've never been able to even once

~ get myself a new pair of glasses or see if i can't wear contacts again - been a year and a half and a second baby since my last optometry appointment so pretty sure these headaches and this dizziness is because of my crappy glasses...they don't have earpieces anymore and the right lens keeps popping out if i pick them up wrong...

~ lose weight with my new rowing machine HUZZZZAH which i need to be on right now, still have an hour to burn 500 calories for the day...goal is burn 450-500 a day every day and lose this flab, ugh...

~...........

i thought for sure i'd think of something else but anyway...

so yeah, other than moving to a bigger house and fixing up the kids' rooms, my goals are pretty selfish, but for the most part all the goals that involve the whole family have already been met.

gotta remember that we've been doing okay lately. sometimes i forget. but even when i'm feeling down, i generally remember that things are okay, or are going to be soon, we just have to keep trucking along...

i feel so overly optimistic right now. it's starting to creep me out.