you are very important person you have to be able to guide your son through this, when you can understand what it is all about you can help your son understand what its all about, you are the most important person to this little boy and his sister and your husband,
we will offer our support as long as we can, while we have the net, if i cant do the net i can do snail mail,
you will get there remember you shall look back one day and maybe help other suffers or there families cope with the stuff you have copped with so again you are important