Hi everyone

Thank you so much for your comments. Just to be clear, the first two T2's were quacks and I never went back after they told me they'd thought I'd been abused. The T I'm seeing now knows about what the first two T's said, but he's never come out and said "it's obvious that you've been abused". There was definitely slapping, spanking, yelling, ignoring, etc...in my childhood, but I don't remember anything related to CSA.

The other thing to note is that each time I have one of these dreams (there are others that I didn't describe) I've usually just had some kind of breakthrough in a recent session and I'm feeling strong and grounded, and there was never any talk about the possibility of CSA in the sessions leading up to the dreams. They're completely out of the blue (or at least they seem to be - maybe something's triggering me and I'm not aware of it).

The feeling I get from the dreams is that the man believes he's helping the infant. I don't believe there was actually any filming in my childhood, but what I remember is the man believing he's helping children by making that movie.

DREAMS! I much prefer when they're completely wacky and you know there's no way they're true. I do agree that there has to be something about the position of the child and the change table...

Just want to thank everyone again for sharing their thoughts