Thank you all for your responses. Man ill tell you it SUCKS having both. It is like they feed off each other.

Yes it is true that you should be on a mood stabalizer when you take an antidepressant. I agree, and I just started the lamictal. I have tried depakote, went well for 6 months then hair started falling out by the handfuls. Tried nuerontin and developed weird cystic acne. So now the lamictal.

It is so frustrating to once again have a corrupt doc. The stuff this man was doing is just beyond sick. It is on our state licencing site, the charges. It completely freaked me out.

Just woke up and am feeling that horrible anxiety. Anyway I was in denial about being bipolar for a long time. Then I didn't eat or sleep for 5 days and went into a psychosis. Ended up in the hospital.

It is so comforting to know that you guys understand all this. My family sure doesn't. One of my sister's LIKED it when I was zombiefied. She herself is very cold and non emotional, so she liked it when I was numbed out of my mind b/c then I'm like her, yippy!!!!

Thx. All that responded. Btw I'm on a Kindle major pain to post with.

I love my avatar too! Thanks.