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Old Feb 15, 2013, 03:57 PM
Anonymous32733
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I only have one voice that comments on me. Okay He isnt just a voice, I know He is real, cos I see Him every day. He doesn't give a running commentry all the time, cos He goes off to do stuff and goes missing for some days. But when He is around and I dont agree with Him or dont do as He suggest, then He either whispers at me all the time or screams and shouts. Like intertuptting me all the time, its not good. Just imagine trying to talk to someone, like I had to talk to my solicitior about real important stuff, but He kept saying bad stuff to me, confusing me and constantly talking over me. This happens. It does. Its not good. So I would say I agree on the comments.

It can be distressing and very upsetting. more because I am unable to talk to others , its like He is jealous or something. I dont think others can understand. I didnt want to tell my solicitor, because now these sort of people think I must have something wrong with me, when I dont so whatever I have told the solicitor could be made up! No it isnt! But my friend told the solicitor that I go to the crisis team which is now the CMHT and now I dont know what the solicitor thinks!

I cant blame Him, sometime He says good stuff to me and has really helped in my life and for about 15 years it was all good. Life was good. I just went along with what He said and everyday we had a conversation, am i even making sense, confusing this is, and then all of a sudden one day when I refused to quit my work, He turned on me. Downhill from there.