Simon, I was going to ask you something today, but I don't know if I should now.
Well anyway. I'm so sorry you are felling this way...
(((((((simon)))))) I read one of your posts today and it really moved me, you are such an inspiration, being your age, and going thru what you had it's too much sometimes, but also, looking at you I can see how much hope there is still out there.
~~~~~tons of hugs for you~~~~~~