makes sense.

ive dealt with psychosis since about 13. little earlier.
i remember when i was 9 i thought my parents were spying on me from an outpost in the downtown area.

i didnt really understand the basics of what was going on with me until 2 years ago when i was 20. many things i still truly dont understand about whats going on in my head so i just live with it even though it can be...torturous daily. i bend myself around and backwards for these voices and people. cause i dont understand the details of it.
i mean idk what they want me to do by giving me a pamphlet on schiz. i mean...they ALL say the same things. word for word. so i know the basics. psh...thats it they are dumb. i quit looking online for info its just too much stuff and just crap stuff.