I saw my Pdoc today. I mentioned that I had saw my T only once since our last appointment. My last Pdoc appointment was a month ago. I explained that I had delayed on scheduling more appointments. She accused me of being resistant. I say something about having delayed due to starting school and concerns about work hours. She said some crap about mental health being important. It can mess up work and school. I said that we have more appointments. I did not like that she tried to judge me when we have only talked three times. I mean she talks to me for what 15 minutes and gets a phone call. (She was responsible for inpatients too and took the call to see if it was one of them. Once she knew it wasn't she told them to call back and talk to the receptionist.) Then she sends me out. Is that the normal length for a "med check?" I didn't like her accusing me of being resistant and then implying that I don't think mental health is important. Why am I talking to you again? I make less than 20,000 a year and need to keep my hours at work to have health insurance. You dim wit doctor. I had to blow $500 dollars before my insurance would even help pay anything. My T is just hard to get in to see at times. She tends to get her scheduled filled up if you delay in scheduling. I just delayed because school was starting and I was concerned about keeping my thirty hours for health insurance.
Last time, I talked to T. I got interupted by some person knocking on the door. We didn't know if it was a real knock or not. So, we just kind of ignored it until the person poked his/her head in. I completely forget what I was talking about and started laughing like crazy. The person apologized to T. But not to me. I think the person should have apologized to me because my T is expensive,