(((((Splitimage)))))))) I am sorry to hear you have been struggling for the past six weeks, I am glad you are going to reach out for help with this. You have been in bad spots before and gotten back on track, so please remember that and that you are doing the right thing. Try your best to do anything you can to have some positives to hold you up until monday. Good music, or some light hearted movies or books to put in some comfort.

(((You will be in my prayers to stay safe))))