I don't think I have a valid reason to be/feel depressed and this sad all the time. I cry for no reason, flitter from good to bad multiple times in a day, feel like my head, body all my organs are tied up in one big knot and I have no idea what I can do to solve the queasy feeling in my stomach. I am afraid of a doctor being dismissive, shooing me away and my Mum saying "what do you have to be sad about?" I feel like everybody has a valid reason to feel this way except for me and I mope around feeling sorry for myself instead.
It's currently quite bad, my boyfriend left for university and he felt like the only stability I had in my life for a long time.
What do I do? Is there even anything wrong?
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