Would like to retract my earlier "feeling pretty good" statement. Got home, checked my bank account.
Have been paying down debt through an arrangement for about five years. Started out with over $15000 in debt...now down to about $2000. The past few months were tough with the arrangements so I wasn't able to make payments regularly or in full. When I logged in to pay some bills today, I discovered over $1600 missing from my account. It's to pay off the remainder of one of those debts. I have $300 left.
Yeah, that's fine. I only have other bills to pay and stuff. I don't need to eat. I don't need to pay rent.
*insert multiple curse words here*
On another note, my depression must not be completely set in at the moment since I'm just angry right now and didn't burst into tears over the whole thing. Small victories...
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