It was only 2 days, but it feels like forever since I've been on here. My infection has been making me feel not-awesome.
Valentines Day Danny called me out of the blue, saying he was outside my porch, and when I went out there, he had a box of chocolates and a valentine's day card. It was very surprising. I'm avoiding him for a little while, not because of the card thing (he made it very clear in the card his valentine it was in the spirit of friendship) but because he's with this amazing girl named Crystal, and I don't feel good enough compared to her. I find that as weird as it is, I don't really wanna talk to him much, I'm not sure why. My thoughts haven't gone away, but I don't feel the compulsive urge to talk to him.
In other news, I might be graduating earlier than my class. Not sure how I feel about that either.
Basically, the mood for these past 3 days has been: unsure.
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