A few months ago, after I'd been seeing my T for a year, he asked me if I'd read about BPD and I wondered why he was asking. Then he made a comment that I'd told him someone else had diagnosed me in the past, which wasn't true. It blew me out of the water to find out this way that I had BPD, and that it took him a year to talk to me about it. He indicated that he was upset with himself for not remembering correctly, and not talking about it sooner, but things like this make me wonder if he's the right T for me. Anyway, I sure can understand your feelings. This is a difficult diagnosis for me. I've been trying to get help for 40 years now and it has been a rough road.