My other posts may explain alot of the trouble what brought me here.

Related to that, is that I'm 30 now and sitting here realizing.. "where the *eff is the girlfriend I should be already living with by this point in life?"

Going to a family function this weekend, AGAIN with no date. So many of my cousins have gotten married and kids already, almost all of them are not single.

So far this is my experience in the last decade meeting potential mates:
1) I start talking to one somewhere but not sure how to continue the convo
2) or I meet them online but they turn out to have abuse/cutting issues
3) or They are either way below my age group or already "taken"
4) or when it Does get serious, I end up having "performance" issues in bed.

So if you can help me out here, I would appreciate it. I'm sure there is the right match out there. Problem is I have no friends, am not much of a talker,
and hobbies are all things I do solo. So not sure the next step in life here?