Yesterday, my heart started beating rapidly, and my breathing accelerated. Tears streamed down my face, and I felt really weak. I don't know what happened to me. Someone said something, and my world seemed to collapse for a moment. Is this an anxiety attack or just normal panicking? There's been so much on my mind lately, and I have become extremely restless. I am still determined to improve myself, but it's been difficult lately.

And I no longer have rose tinted glasses on. The world seems so much scarier now. And harsher.