My fiancee left for Australia a way back and we kinda a had a crisis of sorts, how to cope with each other being like 5000 miles apart, thats a nice task.

Two weeks after I broke up with her, she married a local fellow, on whom she had her eyes stuck before.

Haven't had a close relationship with anyone since that. And not planning to.

So yeah, feel where you're coming through. I feel such an unimaginable hatred for womanhood, that I really doubt, I'll get any children nor would I hang myself in on a relationship. I've dealt with it on my head and I'm on par with it. It kinda gives you a soothing feeling, since there's no more trying nor mind games.

There are points for being a hermit, I guarantee it; esp. since pets are allowed.