i was listning to the radio and 2 songs played that put me in the hole. First i must say this. i have a ristraning order denieing me from seeing my son because of my ex. and trying to stop it with no luck. the song "arms wide open" by creed came on and made me think of my son and how i can't see him and have not for 2 months now. braught tears to my eyes. then "jamie's got a gun" by aerowsmith came on and made me feel like running from my problums and removing me from the world. took some people to talk me out of it. but i am still a wreck, Still want to but i am currantly to tired from crying that i don't even have the will to do that. i am forcing my self to type this so i can atleast read it in the morning and see what went on with me. and maby yall can give me your thaughts. help me, please