I want soooo badly to just get out of here... things are good, good, good, BAM EVERYTHING SUCKS AGAIN..
I got excepted in The Barbizon School of Modeling and Acting, that was GREAT news, then I found out that I'm graduating a year EARLY, so I get to graduate this year, that was EVEN MORE GREAT news.
...and yet I'm still depressed as hell... I'm so overwhelmed with my classes. and I HAVE TO pass them ALL in order to graduate, and now I have everyone's hopes up that I'm going to graduate, so I'm obligated to do it now. .. I'm currently attending two schools (highschool & Modeling school) I LOVE my modeling school, but it brings stress too.. , I'm phyched to graduate early, but it's sooo much work. I don't have time for ANYTHING. I litterally have to schedule boyfriend time. .. it makes me feel soooo bad that I don't have time to spend with him..
I litterally get up at like 8, start school by 8:30 & still don't get all work done even past midnight.. and on top of that I'm job shadowing at a local sentinel for my graduation project. .. ugh.
Oh and to make life sooo much better I busted the mirror off my car and dented the door today while trying to back out of a shed... THAT'S JUST MY LUCK! and I don't even have THE TIME to get a job.. I have appliactions and everything but no time to go to work... so I can't even pay to get it fixed....
oh & I'm sick, have been nautious for the past couple days on and off and I have no idea why. So nautious that I couldn't even move for THREE hours the other night... oh & my boyfriend has Broncitis....
yay life.... not..............................................................................
:'(