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I do need your help. Even if it's just to say goodbye to you, I need you to help me do that.

I feel like I don't deserve to be alive. I don't want to be. Nobody sees me, hears me, wants me. I have nobody to talk to. Even if we could survive what has happened between us, I don't think I can afford your help anymore. You're my one person and it all comes down to this.

I need your help. I don't often ask, not really. I'll try not to ask again. Perhaps I won't have to. Perhaps my wishes will come true (maybe just this once).

I don't understand, not really. I don't understand what I did so wrong to be this person, living this life. I am nobody and that's who I deserve to be. I wish I was less than nobody though, I wish I was gone.