Yoda, I'm sorry you had to go thru all that.
Trusting, I think, is a really touchy subject for most of us at PC, but that doesn't mesn that working hard and putting you haert in the right place, can help the pain and teach you how to deal with this kind of things.
How long ago all this happened?
Do you have children?
I'm asking because those are the 2 things that to me help me make a blaance of where you are and maybe where you want to be.
Anyway. You can PM me anytime and WElcome!!!!!