having a telephone 'appt' on wed with a 'psycological wellbeing practitioner' (omg what a mouthfull.) to assess my issues and decide what course to take..... i need to sit and write a list of the things i have issues with, in and out of work. I so need to be able to stop these things or at least get to a stage i dont get so angry about them not being right, or im gonna lose my job, then thats it game over for me, so its really really important it get this fixed or my life is over, dramatic thought I guess, but im so tired i cant cope with any more disruption or change, my only reason to get up each day at the moment is to go to work. Once im up its easier, but if i lose my reason, whats the point?... grrrr i hate feeling like a drama queen.