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Old Feb 16, 2013, 08:33 AM
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I started back at work a couple weeks ago, and things seem to be going well so far. I'm understanding the job I'm supposed to be doing, and I'm keeping up with the line.

I just can't shake the feeling that I'm going to fail. I'm waiting to fail because it seems inevitable. Part of me wants to quit before it can happen, although there is no way we would survive if I did. I just hate being in panic mode all the time.

I work myself up so bad I make myself sick. I just don't know what to do. How do I let go?
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