I'm sorry for the tone in this post, but I'm way beyond pissed at this moment.
I'm tired of dealing with people that, just to draw attention upon themself, say any stupid thing that comes to their minds.
I've been raised in a "shut up" manner, so, I, still today, keep it shuted most of the time.
Almost nobody around me knows what I am going thru or have any idea of things that happened to me.
And maybe my system is not the best but it had worked for me, yeah, I gotta say, it's getting out of control.
But I wonder, why should I tell to anybody about my pain? (And here I'm not talking about PC, this is real, the other stuff, this person has put me trhu is not) So they can feel pity for me? Or, so I can take advantage of the situation (as I've seen her doing?
When you become a victim, you didn't ask for it, you didn't deserve it, you weren't the one making the wrong choice...
But, if you are tell by people who care about you.." Don't do that" and you still do it. YOU ARE NOT A VICTIM you are just a plain and selfish stupid.