I woke up kinda lonely this morning and with Erasure's "Chains of love" stuck in my head. That alone is enough to make one utterly insane.

Anyhoodle. I'm a little worried too. My therapist and I have been talking about psych testing (long story) and we agreed to do some personality testing on me.

Make no mistake, I fully consented to this, but I can't help feel very vulnerable about it.

I feel like i'm handing him me on a silver platter to have at.

I know that's not the case, but it's a very uncomfortable feeling to tolerate.

It's a big deal.