It Girl-Happy you are here!!!!!!!!!! you've come to the right place we've been through everything. I can't say myself that i was that productive when i was not sick, but you seem to have had a pretty good "resume" I will pray for you, please don't hurt yourself, you are in transition if knowing that helps. I am also schitzophrenic, I found out when i was hospitalized 5 times in a row. I have been on every kind of med there is the ones i am on now help alot. I am just wondering how you happened to get so much done with this illness? I was practically bedridden when they first put me in the hospital, I couldn't even get up in the morning. well to put a positive in here i ended up going to a day treatment facility for 8 years, got married, 17 years now, and go to a community concern place for my doc and T. I sure hope you can get the help you need and don't feel ashamed of it you will be getting help for yourself and you may even find something out there that is helpful in helping you with your finances too.