well, to answer your question about my love-making skill.. I dont really get much opportunity to practice. Honestly, since I'm very scrawny and the ladies I seem to be intimate with are usually on the heavy side, there's always difficulties really giving them a "deeper" experience. that is the only way to put that on here without being graphic.. but I'm sure you get my point

as far as cutters, I find there is a higher percentage on online dating sites, not necessarily that I attract them more as a whole. Perhaps those girls are more socially inept so they go online??

Anyway, I think if I could only learn to be more confident in real life I would be able to be with that secret crush from the bookstore, or the church, or any other real-life situations. I'm very "internal" and have trouble verbalizing my interest in a girl. I'm definately cute I'd say, but once I open my mouth I think I lose them