i'm 15, i have psychosis, and i'm giving up. I cant do this anymore i really cant. no-one understands. its so hard. I cant do anything, yet i have to do everything. my family dont feel like my family. i want to hurt people, hurt myself. i do hurt myself. my support isnt supportive because they dont care what i have to say. my friends arent interested so i cant talk to them about it. right now i'm alone. i'm terrified. terrified of what i might do. i want to get away from life, but not by sicide, but when i am alone all i can think about is the cupboard full of medicine in the kitchin. I think i need to go to hospital. but i couldnt. my parents would never allow it. i hate this, i hate psychosis, i hate life. i'm so so scared. please help.