Hey Rainbow, I dont know you, but all i can say it does get easier to cope. I have been scizt for a long time and from a lot younger than you were and now I am a lot (waaaayyyyyyy) older than you. Inbetween its been okay and I was able to cope for a long time. At your age its hard enough, thats life I mean, so having psychosis will make everything seem even worse. But i wish I could say something to make you feel better but I know when I was about your age, i was scared. Guess what im trying to say is you have to be strong and brave.

Dont be scared of being afraid or the way you are, thats you. Maybe you can go see your doctor asap and tell him/her how you feel, why dont you ring a helpline and speak to someone. I will pray for you.