Sometimes it is hard to post here when you know that you have to avoid talking about suicide when that's where you're at. I'm not sure what kind of details you shared, but I can only guess that it would make the rest of us feel really, really helpless if you were actually talking about ending your life.

We do care about how you feel and can understand more than anybody else, so I hope you keep coming back and sharing with us. There are many who can provide much needed support and even ideas and perspective.

Do you have any kind of real life support? Friends, family, a therapist?