I think that having a yellow car is awesome! Also, it is normal to not be in the mood for Valentines Day. I am engaged and my Valentines Day wasn't that great, and I was not really looking forward to it either. It's just another day I guess! Also, school creates major anxiety for me as well, and bullying definitely sucks. It's really hard for me to make friends. In elementary, middle, and high school, I only had a few friends. I am now in my senior year of college, and I don't have any friends there. I don't understand why people are so cold, especially to really nice people. I bet you are a really nice, caring person. Many people take advantage of nice people, and it sucks. I know it is hard to stop caring about what other people think of you, because knowing that people are stuck up and enjoy bullying creates an uncomfortable feeling. At least you have a nice boyfriend that you can talk to, and you can always message me to talk. I know how hard it is to deal with people, especially the ones that bully. I guess my only advice is that when you are feeling lost, write down the things that make you smile, and write down three things that are great about you, such as being a good driver, or being a great girlfriend. I am here for you.