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Old Feb 16, 2013, 08:12 PM
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Originally Posted by Akuma View Post
'o.O Holy crap, that was somewhat like me. I can't really help, sadly, since I'm struggling plenty, but I definitely experience what you have said, and this has been an issue since I was pretty young. :\ Best of luck to you. I've only just started to get help with OCD, and it's a tough ride already, so well done for us both getting help. :P Oh, BTW, with those intrusive thoughts, there's something I get that IDK if maybe you'll relate to, but I've gotten so used to them that I stress out over something that could lead to one, but doesn't.. similar to how you say that you think about your thinking, I seem to stress out about the possibility of being stressed out, so it kinda just goes nowhere really; it's almost like I'm doomed if I do, and doomed if I don't. -.-

"just want to know if there are any others who have experienced this" - So in a nut shell: DING DING DING! ME! *raises hand* xD

PAYNE1, the way you worded that, it's like the whole of PC is just totally redundant; we are also useful, because we have, often many years of personal experience in it, and a lot of us have seen professionals and can pass on what helped them. The way you put your message, was, to me, offensive - obviously they should get professional help, but simply posting and insinuating that they shouldn't ask for advice from other people because they're not a psychologist, is pretty unfair, IMO - afterall, the majority of us here and not in said profession, so why are we all here? I highly doubt anyone joined the site simply to be told to go see a doctor. Not trying to kick dust in anyone's eyes, but what you said really got under my skin; it felt totally disrespectful, if not to me, then to almost the whole of PC. :\ Hopefully it was just a case of miswording or I somehow misread.

Thanks for your response! It helps to know that someone out their kind of understands what I am going through. It's like my obsessive mind has become aware of my obsessive mind if that makes any sense. When you said "damned if you do, damned if you don't." That totally resonated with me. If I allow it to go on, it doesn't stop and if I try to ignore it, it doesn't stop because it all has to do with my existence. In the past my violent thought had the potential to consume me for weeks, but I could eventually come around to separating myself from the thought. This however, is different all together or so it seems. It feels all internal and like my mind has turned inward on itself. On top of that, I feel like I intentionally bring bad thoughts into my mind and that they are not "intrusive," but like I am putting them there, which is extremely annoying. I don't know how to stop this.
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