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Originally Posted by eonblue12
I don't want to sound too self-centered here but all my life I've spent my birthday(valentines day) all by myself -not even with friends-and each time it's more and more painful..on top of that knowing that nobody's ever hugged me or kissed me or said that they love me. And also i'm really sensitive and childlike in terms of emotional development.
Last valentines day i went outside of my dorm to buy some groceries only to see couples everywhere holding hands and some would hurl insults at me for kicks,... its just too painful.
i dont know what i should do this coming valentines day(staying home)...how should i prepare emotionally?
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Sorry for the late response to your post. Happy Belated
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It' s difficult for people whose birthday falls on a holiday or day for public celebration.
I know what it' s like to not celebrate one' s birthday, but I am used to that because I don' t believe I am worthy.
It is good to see you have the spirit in yourself so you don' t deny yourself the feeling of wanting to celebrate your birthday.
I hope you did follow one of the suggestions the other members posted.
Take care.
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