It is Summerbreeze but dont give up. I think you fit right in here with us. Many of us are facing feelings of loneliness at one time or another so its ok to ask for some sympathy or comradeship, whatever you call it. Theres lots going on at PC. Have you explored the site much? Theres a games section, forums for current events and a spirituality section too. Poke around in all of them, theres friendly, understanding people everywhere. Keep trying.