((heyitsme7)),

I am sorry you had these challenges with teachers in your past, my T told me that often children have a really hard time in childhood. I had some bad experiences with teachers myself, some of them can actually be "bullies" with children. It certainly isn't because they are "intelligent", if they were, they would actually know how to better, more effectively treat children in "meaningful and inspiring ways".

Please don't carry all this "anger" for the rest of your life, recognize that these people were not "qualified" to be "good teachers" and make it a point to be the best that "you" can be as a person "inspite" of them. Put your brain to work towards "positives" instead of wasting it on the negetives that others put in front of you. There are some amazing books written by people who learned to do just that. Life is a challenge, choose to be good inspite of the bad, there will always be bad out there, so choose to see it and gravitate to the good and productive instead.

(((Hugs)))