Yes, I feel like I will be alone forever too. I've had many relationships in my life especially when I was manic, and in my 20s and early 30s. I'm 38 now. But when I was younger I had many really intense relationships. The men put up with me being out of control at times b/c, well, the sex was good. I do miss those days.

Now, it's like I've slowed down but I'm also being medicated. I'm so afraid to get involved with somebody. I'm older now and with the bipolar it would be a hassle. I have my boy so I'm focusing on him.

I wish I had a dog, I love animals. I do have 2 cats though they keep me company.