*****TW for talk of suicide******


Can we talk about the word suicidal for a mintue? T keeps on referring to me as suicidal and it is really starting to bother me. I wonder, in T world what it exactly mean to be be suicidal. He says stuff like, Does your h know that you are suicidal, you have been suicidal for awhile..

It is reallllllly bothering me. If somebody is suicidal doesn't that mean the are on the brink of doing something about it, and if T indeed believes that I am, don't you think he would be a little more concerend? I hate to be labeled...